As some of you close friends know, my maternal grandpa passed away last thursday at 1am. I was in deep shock. Not only I but everyone else was especially my grandma. His funeral was held at Bintulu yesterday morning (Saturday).
My life seems so empty without grandpa. He taught me a lot of things that I never knew. It's just so unbelievable that he's gone forever but he will remain in our hearts.

Grandpa was a big part of our lives & still is especially my grandma's. Grandma was always there for him. When grandpa was admitted at the hospital, grandma took good care of him. The saddest part was grandpa died right in front of grandma. He left without saying a word. Grandpa was at my aunt's house during that time. He was on the bed lying down.

The other saddest part was that my grandpa had already chose what to wear for my cousin's engagement this coming December. Haih.

Grandma cried so badly and she didn't even want to eat. It was so painful to watch. I hope & pray that grandma would stay strong and positive. I also pray that the Lord may take grandpa with Him and forgive grandpa for all his wrong doings.

I'm sorry grandpa for all the wrong things I did to you but now you're gone forever, I find it too late too apologize.

Grandpa, May your soul Rest In Peace.


& to everyone who's reading this, please pray for Grandpa's soul.


You will always be in our hearts, grandpa.


Note : To friends, thanks for the text messages & calls for the words of comforts. I appreciate it.



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He who believes in me will live, even though
he dies;
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